Seasons...

It has been a while since I last checked my blog. I haven't posted anything, I haven't written anything yet. My PC just crashed, so that's one of the reasons why I haven't posted anything. I have been busy pursuing a career I thought at first as somewhat preposterous. I had no intentions of pursuing it at first as I have had my future plans plotted for myself. But, it just makes me think twice again. Why would I be in this industry in the first place if God has no reason for it afterall?It just makes me think, what's my purpose?Why was I somehow drawn to this? (sighs)

Customer service has never been a stranger to me. As my first job, I was employed at Etelecare Global Solutions, and from there I knew the ins and outs of the business by heart like a child who for the first time discovers the wonders of making a stride. I liked it at first simply because I have had established bonds up til now I treasure. By the time I was nine months old in the company, I was able to establish routines that I eventually detested, A LOT! I am a zealot of variety. I embrace it. I breathe it. So by then, I decided to come out there and just search for that green pasture everybody talks about. I belonged to the latter. I failed. I brushed my feet off the ground every now and then just to have my feet soaked. Still, I was a failure.

Now, I am back again in the industry I had thrown and removed from my psyche. I am back doing the thing that I hated, and worse I am somewhat enjoying it. They say, life is a journey. But it is not all about getting there, it's about the people and things you meet along the way. Taking the journey gives more pride than getting where ever.

Now, I consider myself a free spirit. I don't see myself ten years or a year from now. I don't make plans for the future. I leave everything to chance, to fate - a principle not everybody agrees to. I just take wherever the wind takes me.

I sway just the same as a tree that has been there withstanding the odds of nature. I'd like to see myself surviving the four seasons of my life - as I fall, I wait in winter, incarnated in spring and a whole new person in summer.